the music turns on....as we dance in the midst of nowhere...you're holding my hands...i don't want to let you go but the music is fading and you're slowly banishing....i didn't do anything to stop you from leaving..i was just so afraid that you might not listen to me...i can't see you anymore....i lost you...baby,i really need you but i was so stubborn to know that i am needing someone like you in my life....the music starts playing again,but this time i was all alone..the beat become fast...i am no longer part of rhythm...i covered my self...i sheltered my being from the agony and yet i suffered more....i started blaming my self for what i never did....for letting you slip away....

but why didn't you do something to stay?....am i the only one suffering?...something came into my mind...was i ever loved by you?....i maybe too afraid to fight for you..but you should have stayed,,....you should have tried to wait for me until such time that i am willing to offer you my whole being...my soul,,my heart....why did you go?...or maybe why did you let me,,,why didn't you allow me to finally grow into someone more mature...?...why did you gone tired of loving me, baby?.....

too many questions has been shattered around...